This is to my sisters......who are worried about me:
I can't tell you, "don't worry", I can't tell you "everything is okay" but I can tell you:
"I know I will get through this. It's just going to take me a while. But don't worry too much because.......I have not lost hope."
It is hard for all of us....and I know we are on your minds. But right now I am just getting by and trying to take care of my kids and trying to deal with my own head. Be patient with me please.
I love you all too.