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I am just sick that I have to go and face this again. I wonder if there are people on the earth who take another's life and feel remorse for the family, enough to not make them face a court to hear details again and again of their loved one's violent, tragic, and untimely death? To listen to lawyers who skew details in their client's favor and try to pass them off as facts? To listen to lawyers who skew details and try to pass them off as fact all in an effort to make a buck?
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I wonder if there are people on the earth who take the life of another and then apologize in a sincere manner to the family? I wonder about that.
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I wonder time and again how my husband's life could be taken and no one wants to admit that they did anything wrong; they want to pay no consequence (no matter how insignificant). I wonder how someone could just take a life and want to walk away and not face any of it.
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Yet WE, the family, friends and loved ones are left to face the loss every day. And some days are worse than others.
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